Sitting in dilemma
on the side of the bed
eyes half closed
half apart.
Thinking deeply
still in subconscious mind
whether what I saw was real
or my eyes faking around.
My mind wanders again and again
playing the scenes
for numerous time.
Did I see him?
Of course he was there!
playing with me,
not leaving my hand
clicking selfies
and kicking each other
The fun moments
came accompanied with him.
After a long one year
that blush returned
the smile appeared
and the soul cherished.
The happiness
which was borrowed
by the mind, for the soul
lasted for few minutes
and everything only a smoke.
I'll not pray from God
to give you back
not because I don't want
but I know she wants you more than me
she would be broken
she would be hurt
I'm strong
and everyone can't be me.
So, I've left him behind
moving ahead
on the path
which would not coincide
with his.
